I havenāt been feeling very well. My job is starting to feel like a real job and Iām having trouble adjusting. Itās obviously just a phase, boo tells me that Iām actually quite lucky compared to my peers. According to him, someone my age should be working till wee hours everyday, whereas for me it only happens once or twice a fortnight. I feel like work has taken over my life though, which is certainly not true although the spoilt brat part of me feels like that, feels like Iām getting paid too little, feels like working on Saturdays is affecting my social life. Iām such a hedonistic bitch, I need to sleep till afternoon on my weekends and have brunch at Ikea and shop/window shop. But I canāt do this on Saturdays anymore! What about Sunday, you ask me? Sunday is meant as a day to recover from all the naughty stuff youāve done on Saturday!!!!
I guess Iām just more prone to stress, which isnāt exactly a big secret. Iām not built to handle stress, but my experience in my previous job has set the benchmark, so what Iām going through now is really just a piece of cake. But like I said, thereās this spoilt brat part of me that keeps whinging and complaining about overworking. Itās really silly and I really hate this side of me.
Iām not sure if this is a rant about work or just a post to remind myself that Iām not having it bad. I donāt want to be a whinging spoilt brat who doesnāt mind losing out on learning experience just because she wants to have gravad lax on Saturdays. Itās so lame, so pathetic. I want to chill. I want to be a grown-up.
I need another vacationā¦zomg Kim, shut the fuck up!
Anyway, Iāve been a psycho for the past 3 days due to this and hasnāt been kind to my boo.
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sunny^kimberly says:
i dont care boo, tonight u must bring me to eat donuts
BOO says:
aww
BOO says:
ruuuuuuuuin meeeeeeee surprise
sunny^kimberly says:
huh
sunny^kimberly says:
what surprise?
BOO says:
thought on the way to work this morningā¦.am gonna go to curve on the way home and buy donuts for me boo boo
sunny^kimberly says:
boooboooo
sunny^kimberly says:
i love u so much i wanna cry now
Sometimes, I feel like I donāt deserve this, you know.
Darling boo and me