Sorry this is a filler.

Sorry people, I had a crazy busy day so today’s post is going to be a filler :P

Woke up really early to go to KL as a panelist for Vaseline’s Amazing Skin campaign and then rushed home to write a LONG overdue advertorial which took me forever (sorry Karen!) because Internet connection sucked. Then right after I submitted the draft, it’s time to hit the road again for a public announcement shoot for Truly Loving Company’s Promise Me campaign in KL again. That said, I had a fantastic day :)

Charlie was very well-behaved even though I’d left him for a couple of hours. I’m so proud of him.

Okay, less than 10 minutes now to 12am. I’m hitting Publish button :P Not going to break my 5 days a week blogging streak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: Normal postings commence tomorrow.

Suspended

I’m in pain. It feels like everything is on hold while the suffering creates itself to remind me that I can’t fool myself; there is a price to pay to get what I deserve. Everything is currently suspended except this paralysing agony that is from me but not controlled by me.

This is not my life. Am sleeping it off till my real life begins. Even then the pain keeps me half awake because being fully asleep would be half-cheating. Nobody can trick it, not even themselves. I’d have to do something more drastic to dull this, numb this.

I just want to not feel anything.

Posted from my Crackberry.