Friendship is delicate.

Friendship is a very delicate thing. No matter how close you think you are to each other, sometimes you would also fight over the most trivial thing. #porkgang had its very first major fight today. We said things that we regretted the moment we finished uttering it. But in the end we got it all out and resolved it. I’m glad we all have the maturity to recognise how silly we could be, then laugh about it and be friends again.

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Happy 18th Birthday Nicklaus!

It’s my little brother’s birthday today and also the day he will find out his results for SPM. I promised him RM200 for each A, but he must get a minimum of 6 for my offer to be valid.

Well, it’s just my way of motivating him because we’re chinese like that but I want him to know, if he’s reading this is that I don’t care how many As he has, because he’a already an A++ for being my brother :)

We love you, As or no As. But if you got less than 6, still no $$$ lor :P

Not happy.

An old friend is back. Used to be a familiar presence in my life but for a few year we’d lost touch. I don’t think I missed much of this character though. Very, very toxic. Drove me mad. Made me think of stupid, silly thoughts. Party pooper. Came back unannounced and uninvited.

I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to get rid of the asshole. I feel helpless.

Charlie refuses to eat. Then just now while wiping his paws after a walk, I discovered he’s bleeding and I can’t find the cut. Pitt is blind on one eye and half blind on the other. My monthly period is very uncomfortable. I’ve got a hacking cough and I’m sweating like a labourer in this hot, humid weather. These factors do not help to ease my circumstances.

Sometimes I wonder why we try so hard when in the end we all die and get ingested then pooped out by earthworms. Why I crave for love and company when in 60 years or so if I’m lucky, they don’t mean jack shit. Why want to feel anything when you can feel nothing at all?