Category: Random Musing

Who cares

Start of a hectic week. My body and mind ain’t cooperating :(

# – Looking at the phone.
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Dress from H&M. Leggings from Brand Outlet in Ikano. Shoes from Bangkok. Bag from ri2k.

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Just another manic Monday. What’s new? Normally this would turn into a rant but I should try not to leave too much negative imprint on this blog.

I read something a while ago, about how people lose their motivation at something.

The loss happens when you realise that what you are doing is meaningless, that it doesn’t contribute to the improvement of anything, that it is all wrapped up in the delusions of grandeur and importance. Fake. Irrelevant. Who gives a fuck?

How does one get it back?

Good Sunday

One of those chilled Sundays, just me and my husband hanging out together, unapologetically eating stuff we love and watching movies together.

Today we watched a really lovely  french film called The Intouchables (funny but has heart), followed by Machete; a film deliberately shot like a B-Grade movie. Pure fun, cheese and gore!

All while eating homemade Japanese curry and rice, followed by my goto apple crumble.

Everytime I cook I remember just how much I miss it. Even if it was just boiling some vege and meat together with water and store-bought curry cubes. Just putting different stuff together, treating them with heat and care and then watching them transform into delicious morsels of food – love it!

It is my 29th birthday

Since it is my 29th year on this earth, decided to wear something snug and not very comfortable…lol

# – Leg crossed.
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# – Leg not crossed.
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Dress bought in Bangkok. Love the detail on the dress…got it at a steal like RM25 or was it RM30. Either way, a steal cause it is made of nice breathable but sturdy material. Heels from Payless Shoes and bag from ri2k.

# – Curve enhancing lines.
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So it is my birthday. My 29th to be exact. I decided on a quiet celebration this year because the husband and I will be going on a month long holiday next month and I want to conserve energy and $$$ hahaha.

Gawd, that is so nauseatingly sensible! That said, I am quite happy despite the lack of fanfare.

Hubs has given me a week-long free pass to have him do anything for me (that is within reason) and so far I have gotten him to take me out for nice dinners, buy lots of KFC so that we can eat fried chickens while watching Suits together and clean the house.

# – Tonight I demanded beef tartare and hubs drove me to Bangsar for my fix.
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Truthfully, I love the mellow domesticity.

Most times my brain said I want a designer this or the latest that but really, I just want to stay home and snuggle with my husband and dog in a clean home. I feel best when I achieve that, I feel contentment.

I need to learn to listen to my heart more.

# – Happy 29th birthday to me.
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29 years and still figuring it out. No shame in that.