Too busy to have a holiday withdrawal

And then we’re back to doing this in front of my permanently stained mirror that’s giving me a lot of grievances.

# – Trying to look perky.
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Dress from Nichii. Necklace from Bali. Shoes from Payless Shoes. Bag from ri2k.

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Did not sleep at all and went straight to work. Don’t normally shower in the morning but this time I did cause I had time. Blowdry my hair and all too.

Mad catching up with work. Didn’t even feel sad about not being on holiday anymore.

Then all it took was one traffic jam.

Made me feel like my existence was meaningless and useless. Like this is NOT how lives should be lived.

I should be looking at a snow-capped mountain from a picnic bench because that is what I wanted. Argh!

Luckily, my day was salvaged by vinegar pork trotter. I wonder the strength of good food sometimes. How much can it stop my mind from going full retard.

# – Fatty, lovely pig feet stewed in vinegar.
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Lets see how long I can do this.

Jetlagged wtfff

At home nursing jetlag so wore free t-shirt.

# – Meh.
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T-shirt got it free from a radio station. Shorts from don’t know where. Sandals from Ipanema Gisele Bundchen.

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I didn’t think I would be affected by jetlag. I thought it was all a myth made up by wimps.

I was wrong. I felt like shit. All the effort trying to get my body clock normal had made it worse.

I had to skip work cause I could barely walk let alone drive to work. I knocked out from 11am to 5pm. Fucked up.

Decided to stay awake till next day.

Back!

Woke up fine and headed straight to work. By 3pm I felt like a zombie but pushed on…

Finally got home. Half dead.

I was looking forward most to picking Charlie up. We had dinner and then went to pick our son up.

Been more than 3 weeks since he last saw us. I was expecting far more excitement from him but no more than usual.

Guess he is at his happiest everytime he sees us! Hehe

# – Charlieeeeee.
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And then, the night mare began. I couldn’t fall asleep. FML.